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[25 Jul 2009|06:23pm]
one fourth is a lotus in the egg of life!

a new song i just made up
while making a banana chocolate milkshake
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[14 Jul 2009|01:16am]
"You will fill so many. Breathe and exhale with such power. Make the earth shake. This is the calm before your great storm. Which will fill and cleanse and release you. Im texting with the woman who will stirr and mix and blend the earth with sound. Vibration. Ah you will do it for you but will touch so many. A beautiful balance."

-S
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vaccines and water. [02 Jul 2009|02:55pm]
"According to the Environmental Protection Agency, there are over 700 chemicals in our drinking water, and that includes “clean” sources such as wells and springs. Of all the dangerous chemicals found in drinking water, chlorine and fluoride are two of the most prominent. In fact, both of these chemicals are added intentionally!"


"Another 119 regulated chemicals—a total of 260 contaminants altogether—were found by the environmental group in a two-and-a-half-year analysis of more than 22 million tap water quality tests. The tests, which are required under the federal Safe Drinking Water Act, were conducted at nearly 40,000 utilities that supply water to 231 million people."


one of the most powerful subtle ways they are poisoning us is through our water. and they tell us to drink at least 8 glasses a day, haha. studies have shown that tap water and bottled water contain chlorine, flouride, arsenic, metal, plastic, medical industry chemicals, industrial chemicals, etc


"You may well have prescription drugs in your tap water. Many recent studies have found traces of sex hormones, antidepressants, painkillers, anti-seizure compounds, and many more in public water supplies.
Drugs you may ingest when you drink tap water also include many over-the-counter drugs, like aspirin, Tylenol and antihistamines, and compounds from personal care items like shampoos, detergents and deodorants."


"Secondly, let's take a look for a minute, at the route tap water takes. Through miles of pipes under the streets and homes of the city. Are these pipes a totally closed system? Of course not...You have rust, corrosion, seepage and all kinds of things getting into the tap water before you draw it out of the tap."
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[24 Jun 2009|12:16pm]
This sensation in me,
feels tragic,
it's part of the journey
but source isn't going
with it, or you
light-filled beauty
your gaze parts the vast oceans within me
and circles me so pleasantly
my face beams nothing to you
you see your darkness in me
beyond the mist
here is this other life
floating in the stillness
of my consciousness
it doesn't matter where I am,
or how I appear to be,
or who I am near,
I know what fills my soul.
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[14 Jun 2009|01:12am]
[ music | bat for lashes ]

without my love for you there is room to touch
what I am
in this white haze
what is this I dreamt I kissed you twice soft electric touch mystery
you stepped back
didn't mind but didn't feel oh
facade of my imagination I fall into deep autumn with goddess
in the stars in her eyes
a delicate river to revel in I must be the fire I see
burning down trees in unison and unicorns dance
into the white haze you might not want to touch me there until

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[14 Jun 2009|12:48am]
http://www.astrologyindepth.com/The_Sun_opposite_Uranus
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[25 May 2009|08:31am]
consciousness breathes om
contemplation by a mellow river mirror a meer movement and her reflection is dancing now glistening rippling shaking madly in love luna is beckoning the water in her body to come forth and unfurl, unravel many come to gather and be and be still her tears rise crawl up the walls as vines do birthing the roots and limbs of
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[11 May 2009|12:15pm]
and suddenly she comes alive
something died and it yearns to live
it breathes deeply fluidly, in moments
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thanks sarah [09 May 2009|12:15am]
"I have told you, the regular students, that you are finished with kindergarten, You have been telling secrets on another level, in reincarnational terms.  It is an extension {of the secrets}, an acceleration.  I want you to look through the gods and devils to see beyond these.  I want you to look through the victim and the slayer.  I want you to look through stereotyped images of good and evil until you understand what your own creativity is.

I want you to understand that in this moment in your time, your very cells respond to what I say; not because I say it, but because your cells also speak through my voice and the forgotten portions of you to which you do not listen.

The voice that cries in the wilderness is your own and the voice that answers from eons of time that you do not understand is your own!

You have counterparts- you are not alone.  You have brothers and sisters that you do not recognize.

Stratums that fly through the night, in your terms now, have know consciousness and song.  The air that brushes past your cheek is alive.  It too has known love and exhilaration, and will again.

In what I am saying, there are answers for you, if you have the wits to catch on.  In the power that you sense, there are answers if you have the wits to sense within yourself that same power.  To feel the timbres of the voice and the ecstacy that sings through your own being.  To listen to all the tales that yourselves tell you, to the secrets that fly through the air.  And that is what I have been telling you all this time."

-seth
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[05 May 2009|12:27pm]
venus opposition moon!
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[03 May 2009|12:48am]
http://astrology.astrozoom.com/index.php?title=THE_MOON_SQUARE_OR_OPPOSITION_TO_SATURN
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[27 Apr 2009|11:44pm]
and once upon a time we meandered about curled together laughing in the quiet bookstore while looking at pictures of castles in a book.  a shared understanding of sensuality, also saturn and its wizardry.  of the same soul fiber.  connection awaits in my escrow.
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[19 Apr 2009|07:13am]
Saturnine, though tangy and cold on the surface, the fire rushes into the secret house and retrieves the Jewel of Life Force.
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[19 Apr 2009|12:33am]
life billows bequeath me as the sea holds true the effervescent chasm
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[19 Apr 2009|12:28am]
I have this aspect/transit ..tomorrow-July.

Mercury in the 12th is about Channeling. It's also about knowing what to DO with that Channeling. You would be a great Fiction Writer, because you can channel so many characters and so many points of view. But with this talent, it is important that you craft a strong ego for yourself....so that you can always return to the Ground of your own Being.

If you are spiritually inclined, you can even channel the Divine and perhaps help others who are searching for their own connection with the Divine Energy. In the 12th, Aries reflects the divine energy of Lila (Divine Play) and spirituality can be immense FUN!!!

"Mercury in the 12th House: Sometimes it is possible for you to tune into the mental energy of others. Your mind may act like a receiver...picking up thoughts and ideas. It's not exactly that you're 'reading minds,' as much as you're connecting to others through the mental plane. You may see this functioning most with those who are close to you when you finish their sentences for them. You can also project your own thought to others quite effectively but may be a better receiver than sender. This influence is quite helpful in dealing with the collective in such activities as the media, advertising, or creative expression, since you have an easy understanding of what interests people as a whole. You know what it is: it's that sense of knowing if something will work or if it will flop. However, you DO need to clear your thoughts through activities such as meditation or contemplation in order to maintain your focus and lucidity."
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Some of this resonates. [18 Apr 2009|09:31pm]
Saturn square Sun The square indicates that restrictions and limitations derived from your own inner psycholgocial attitudes, values, beliefs and image are likely to confront you, and that these often emerge from a lack of self-esteem and personal insecurities.

The power of your solar energy is being held in check - almost imprisoned - by Saturn, until you succeed in 'learning certain lessons', 'recognising inner messages', and manage to transform those constraining attitudes that can cause the failure of your dreams through attracting obstacles along the path.

Part of this may have been influenced by your early childhood environment, where conflicts with parents (especially your father) or with authority figures have left you feeling defeated and psychologically wounded. Possibly attempts at being childishly self-assertive were unsympathetically crushed and rejected by strict and disciplinarian adults, or your efforts at self-expression and communication of feelings were dismissed and ignored. Whatever circumstances were experienced, the result was a diminution of a developing personality and loss of confidence and self-esteem.

You are likely to hold psychologically defensive attitudes towards life, not able to trust in the beneficience of the universe or people around you, often expecting that rejection and failure will be the only results that will come to you. With such expectations, the mirroring by the universe will bring such results. A transformation in your worldview is required to alter this pattern.

The operative effects of such a pattern are as follows: a fear of 'superiors' and authority figures, and the forming of negative comparisons between yourself and others; an underestimation of or failure to recognise your latent potential, qualities and strengths; a lack of personal assertion, and a tendency to be passive, fatalistic, pessimistic, rigid and insecure; a lack of self-confidence, and a belief that you are unlovable and will never taste success; health may be affected, with a loss of physical vitality and vigour, or psychosomatic ailments may periodically erupt. Looking out at life, you may imagine a constant frustration at your efforts, a life of hard toil for little result, and a scattering around you of unrealised dreams.

But if this is the case, then it is within you to transform the inner attitudees that generate such a reality; your life can always be changed for the better. This is the challenge and test facing you, to rise beyond those apparent inner limitations and restrictions that to some degree you are choosing to impose on yourself. Specific areas of oppression may be those associated with the sign and house positions of Sun and Saturn, and resolving the lessons implied in those spheres may hold a key to open the rest of your life to a more favourable future.

In failure and rejection lie the seeds of possible success, providing that you recognise the lessons and messages that are contained within such experiences. A new approach to self-evaluation is required, one that is not depreciating and negative in prior assumption, but values your strengths and qualities and sese them as assets that can be successfully employed. You may need to review all those traditional attitudes and worldviews that you have acquired in life, and see if they are restrictive or can postitively serve you. When life presents obstacles in your path, you have two fundamental choices; defeat or discover a way of moving beyond. The first is a path of self-limitation and stagnation, the second is the path of self-development and evolutionary growth, and that is the assertion of the solar power and of a higher self. This second path is the one that beckons to you.

While success may never be easy, and you have to work hard for every step forward, changing your conditioning attitudes is the transformative key. Your character can be strengthened and amplified by attitudes of optimism and positive cheerfulness; begin to trust in the universe and yourself, and you will succeed in restoring your self-image to a positive perception. The aim is to re-empower yourself. One of the most effective ways to do this is through techniques of creative visualisation, which can aid in the psychological reprogramming of all inner attitudes, replacing them by beliefs and worldviews that become positively attractive to the good experience of life. Take the time to explore such techniques.

Relationships could be similarly transformed. If you have been holding a negative self-image, it is always difficult to believe that anyone could love or be interested in you, so relationships may have been unsatisfactory, uneasy and lacking development. If you trnasform any unsuitable self-images, then relationships can assume a new light and vitality. Partners may appear who understand and value you for what you are, and have a faith and trust in your latent potential being actualised. Love is a great transforming power, and you will develop under such a gaze from another. Through consolidating and recognising your power, your solar will can be applied to attain your ambitions. Through sharing with a partner, you can gain a renewed perspective, healing and resolving conflicts which may have been previously detrimental. This squares' tendency for negativity is not inviolable; it can be the spur to change, provided you choose to take the future into your hands, and to recreate it into a positive pattern. This is the Saturn lesson and test that is really confronting you; a demand to assert your unique solar power.
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[17 Apr 2009|09:44pm]
the fawning of this ressurection has left me with a familiar peaceground unto which springs forth a bevy of illuminating condolences
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[17 Apr 2009|05:09pm]
Though I am dripping with melancholy mostly,
I am laced with hope
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[08 Apr 2009|10:53pm]
slow music sounds faster after some red wine
and i've come to realize that blacking out could be good
that losing consciousness all together could be good
rebirthing into oneness is most honest
as i am simply ecstasy, tricked into the idea of individuality
the idea of you grabs me by the unicorn and thrusts me into moments of children
dancing and laughing and it would probably be best to leave here
for the opportunity to experience feeling anew
i'll meet my idea of you in another body
for you are simply an extension of me....of this dream, of this dream.
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[08 Apr 2009|04:31am]
I release these wistful feeling tones as I embrace my music, therefore attracting waves of love energy.  The only question is, can I house this adoration?  Am I ready for the fame and adoring eyes?  I align with the light I embody.  The beauty that I worship in you is truly me.  The task is to put myself in group situations I normally would avoid, and transmute discomfort.  One day I'll be performing for huge audiences,  I am learning to maintain my authentic whole silence around physical beings.  I intend to feel comfortable and grounded. Dream big child.
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